I know I shouldn't like him, 'cause I know its not working, and so I convince myself I don't. And then I see him. And he'll smile or put his arm around me or just say...anything, and then all that logic and convincing myself just evaporates



Don't waste your time worrying about boys-- boys will come and go.
Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you--
chances are you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying
if people are talking about you-- you affected their lives, they didnt affect yours.
Waste your time with friends-- live for the moment, laugh often, be immature,
do anything and everything. If it's something you'll regret in the morning,
sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, cuz your friends
are what matter most. When you have your friends...you have everything



I'm scared that I'm going to end up alone.
I'm scared that I'm always going to be somebody's friend, or sister,
or confident, never quite somebody's everything.
Mostly I'm scared I'm never going to find a guy that I love as much as I love you



The curtains rising just like the ante
Here we go now, break a leg
No, I literally mean it this time around
I'm sick of you leading me on
I'm sick of you stringing me along



sometimes
i just want to be mad at you
but then you just stand there
and look at me through those blue eyes
and i can't help but fall even harder than before
because that's what you do to me
you change me.
even when i don't want you to.



Although you may not love me…although you may not care. If you shall ever need me…you know that I'll be there. Your love may be all taken…your heart may not be free. But when your heart is broken…you can always lean on me. I'll never stop loving you…I know because I've tried. All the oceans in the world couldn’t hold the tears I've cried



My biggest fear is that I will become too comfortable with the idea of being lonely for the rest of my life



A thousand times a day I tell you I love the way you sing,
Even though it makes me cry, it’s my favorite time to be alive,
And all I know is I feel lost without you.
“I miss you,” is not enough.



girl: if the radio dies, will you sing for me?
boy: i'll break the radio just to sing for you



you know what i want? just once i want to
be someone's reason for waking up, someone's
reason for going through another day. just one
time i want to be the one being wished, for the
one who makes a guy say i'm so lucky to have
her' . . to put it simply . i want to mean to
somebody, what you mean to me.



and sometimes, i cry ; for no reason at all.
because it's better than admitting my reasons,
and it's better than admitting my weakness.

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i'd still wait for you if that's what it took
we could run into the future without a second look



When I see him; his smile, those eyes, just everything about him, I end up loving him just as much as I did before I stopped. I guess once you love someone, and admit it, theres no crossing back. It's a line that will forever stay embedded deep within your heart, because once you have loved someone, it doesn't go away...you're forced to care



I guess I always thought when things were over between you and her, that it would be my turn. Then I realized that it is never going to be my turn. I guess it's just easier to be angry with you than admit that I'm hurt by you



i have to catch my breath when i see your face, hear your name or even think of you. because you are exactly what i've been waiting for my whole life. if this is a dream, i never want to wake up. i've fallen for you



When all of life seems to be a moving picture show,
and you are somewhere frozen, watching it all pass by,
It's almost like God or some almighty being has forgotten something, something to make you tick.
And when all the world seems to be flooded with lies?
Or when the skin game seems so casual and the things you once saw as pure seems so...so corrupt.
And the only things people seem to be up to are mind games and driving the next knife into your back.
And every stranger is only looking for something to gain from you.
And maybe heartbrake and betrayal is what makes the world go round?
Yes, what a wonderful life.



When you come to the edge of all the light you know,
and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown,
faith is knowing one of two things will happen:
There will be something solid to stand on, or you will be taught how to fly



there have been lots of ups and downs, but ultimately,
at the end of the day, that's what makes you who you are.
we all know how to laugh, we all know how to cry, and we all
know how to love back. we all know heartbreak, but the world
keeps moving, and we keep moving along with it. and everything
we experience helps us realize how beautiful life really is



call and say sweet things to me.
build me up, then tear me  down.
you like me best on the
[ g r o u n d ]



If every word I said
Could make you laugh
Ooh, I'd talk forever
I asked the sky just what we had
It showed forever
(together my love)
If the song I sing to you
Could fill your heart with joy
I'd sing forever
(together my love)

I am alone, surrounded by
The colour blue
[ Inside ]  a poem, the only
Words i ever knew
Washing my hands, of the
Many years untold
For now i am banned, my
Future is to unfold



It's not that I don't try
Maybe I try too hard
Seems like I'm living a lie
So there's a game I just won't learn
And I wonder will I always be alone
I take a sip and wonder
Why I haven't anyone to love



finding myself in a place i've never been,
where i don't know myself or anyone else.
i can dream about the past,
or i can just let it go i lost track of time.
five days ago, what is it about you that makes me want to stay?
is it all the love or is it just the pain?



I woke up this morning and knew that I loved you more than ever.
Sometimes I get scared that this feeling will slip away into
something less than the wonderfulness it is now. So I’ve got a plan.
Let’s capture how we feel right now and keep it forever.



You say that love is nonsense....
I tell you it is no such thing.
For weeks and months it is a steady physical pain, an ache about the heart,
never leaving one, by night or by day; a long strain on one's nerves like a toothache,
not intolerable at any one instant, but exhausting by its steady drain on the strength.



life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances,
you just have to live life to the fullest. laugh as much as you can,
spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you, tell someone off,
speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someones hand, comfort a friend,
pig out, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt,
smile till your face hurts, dont be afraid to take chances or fall in love...
& most of all live in the moment cause when you look back someday
knowing you have no regrets it's gonna be what makes you smile



I've tried. I've tried to hate you.
Thinking of reasons to despise you has only made me realize there are none.
Now, I've fallen farther for you, wishing your arms would break it, break my fall



And the words that seem so hard to say,
Come out when you've gone away.
Just stay a little while and hear me say.
That I want you here tonight,
And I need you by my side.
For just one more moment,
For just one more moment with you.

I see a lot of xangas where the people will demand
20+ comments before their next update
I think this is kind of silly
but before i update again I wouldn't mind a comment or 2
you don't have to, but if you stop by it would be nice.
thanks <3

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i'm finally at the i'm staying
i'm finally at the place i can call my own
i'm trying not to lose my reasons
i plan on to remember all i know
you know if i lose my faith, it comes back
i hope he knows i tried



i'm never going to show you how broken i am inside. i am never going to show you how i need you in my life. you'll never hear me say that i miss you or find out that you're the reason that i cry. you'll never catch me..because you'll never see me fall. i'm just going to keep everything inside and smile through all the pain..and even though im breaking down i'll always manage to stay sane. i'll never show you what you want to see. i'm never going to let you see through me



Maybe they are right.
Maybe I did get my hopes up too high.
Maybe I was way over my head.
Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that he liked me.
But maybe, just maybe I'm tired of being alone



when your throat starts to clench, & tingle & your heart gets so warm, the heat travels through your body. when your stomach starts to feel, those unforgiving butterflies that, spark the instant flow of tears. that's the worst pain you'll ever feel, that's your heart breaking



If I say who I know it just goes to show
You need me less than I need you
Take it from me we don't give sympathy
You can trust me trust nobody
But I said you and me we don't have honesty
The things we don't want to speak
I'll try to get out but I never will



I lose myself to find in me
The way it really ought to be.
It's hard to say i love you.
It's hard to say i need you.
If all is well, it's hard to tell.
It hurts to think of someone else.
It's hard to say i'll be there.
It's hard to say i really really care.



what are you supposed to do when everytime you see him you stop breathing. Its like, just holy wow I really can't live without you. When there is nobody you would rather be with, you don't even wanna think about the possablities



i just wanted to get over you, but I can't stop thinking about you, not a second goes by that you're not in my head, you me over again and again but I still remained your friend, it's time for this to end



And you asked me if he was worth it, if this was worth it.
I said, the thing is, The happiness that I feel when I'm with him is unlike any happiness
I have ever experienced. But the sadness that consumes me during the long
periods when the happiness is gone is unlike any sadness I've ever had, too.
It is bottomless and makes me feel hopeless and sad and ugly. And I can't
decide which one is more affecting, Can I live without the happiness,
can I live with that sadness? I don't know...I don't know anything anymore



With empty hearts,
We dance tonight
So the fires won't die.
But we'll tip toe on broken glass
To see if we still bleed;
Because bleeding would
Mean we're still alive.
How can you say
These words meant nothing?
How can you say
I never loved you?



I wish I could explain my feelings to you, but I cant, part of me is telling me not to love you, and the other part is saying that your the only one



You figured me out like a leaf in the wind.
I try to find who I am,
But wind up lost in the end.
Sometimes it's hard to know
What's real when you're not.
But I'm sick of trying so hard.
Waste all your time with me.
I know I'm a mess right now.



I feel like the only single person alive.
I feel so alone. No matter what I try to do,
I'm left in solitude. Maybe I try too hard.
Maybe I really am hopeless



live, laugh, run, cry,
dream, wish, hope, try
love, hug, smile, believe
jump, listen, talk, achieve
hold, release, give, take
forgive, wonder, watch, make
learn, teach, grow, inspire,
play, work, yearn, aspire



I am a weak girl,
I always have been.
I fall apart at night,
I try my best to smile.
I sing along to sad songs
Relating them to my life.
Please save me from myself.



I want you so bad. Okay there.
I admitted it. Are you finally happy?
I admit that I fell hard for you.
Harder than i've ever fallen in my life.
& you weren't there to catch me.



& so you're basically the girl's life.
she thinks about you all the time.
you're always the first one she
notices in a room full of guys.
you're the one that keeps her up
at night.
yeah, she's pretty much
head over heels for you



And as I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile...when I will let go of the hugs you gave me, that I continue to feel...A day when I forget the words you said to me, forget what you meant to me, or forget how much I love you. But no matter what you did to me, or whatever happens to us...I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you



sometimes
i just want to be mad at you
but then you just stand there
and look at me through those blue eyes
and i can't help but fall even harder than before
because that's what you do to me
you change me.
even when i don't want you to